In the tapestry of living that I mentioned, there are very unique unexpected losses, not the deaths, not the absolutes, but the relationships that you know and believe in that turn in ways you cannot fathom.
My sister has always been the one I loved and believed in from my youth, she was a foundation that I trusted beyond any other. After 40 years, how could that change with no discernable reason and how does it affect your faith?
My instincts have always been good, it is proven in my life...but how did I lose my sister? I believe that she lost herself, but that is never enough, I love her too much for anything to ever be enough....
Someday maybe she will know I was always there.
xoxo
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